Now back to my country Japan,,,
Life in Japan is so hard for me.
I've changed much since I went to the US.
maybe including bad way...
Now I have to make a decision whether going abroad again or getting a job after a graduate.
And now I feel I don't have enough energey for working...my heart is kinda broken... very afraid to
get hurt...
Why? Because I've got hurt when I worked at Japanese restaurant I guess 2 years ago.
And since then this stuck in my head when I work at another place or even try to find a part time job
But I have to get money whch is why I have to earn money,get a job...
I am so depressed...I need someone's help...
This is how I feel now
Somebody feel like me right now?
btw, the tittle "Hey What's up?" is Jin Akanishi's new song.
He hasn't released a new song for a long time you know the reason... lol
赤西君の新曲が久しぶりに8/7に発売されます!!
パパになってから初めての新曲です!
あと一週間ちょいです(^O^)